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demo 24

by ivy creep

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1.
hollow pt. 01:56
razor agony / rage or apathy / sinking underneath / a matter of time / shackled to your feet / holy frailty / love’s great mystery / your pain is mine / constant symphony / divine prophecy / diphenhydramine / out of my mind / got your grip on me / can’t rip out the seams / you won’t let me leave / while i’m alive / i’ve seen the face of my maker / he’s gunmetal hollow point / what’s one twin without the other? / born to die conjoined
2.
gilded bliss / monument to emptiness / is faith in words so we can hold ourselves blameless? / language tracing truth in divinity / map to an outside that cannot exist / reset by three / built for stability / border-shape of eden drawn in ambiguity / i’m empty handed in your line of sight / i’d relinquish everything / if anything could represent the chaos shaping me / critical reality / category sickness / provocative morality / identity crisis / left hand in darkness / linguistic diseases / my name is a fetish / identity crisis
3.
super rush 01:58
hypersomatics / losing my voice / humming desire to give up control / fingers wandering / dissolving edges / lead me wherever you want me to go / emerging above me so many eyes/ piercing into me ten thousand times / shutting down / seeking infinity unfurling / gazing on visions neurons provide / i’ve gotten over my head / i don’t want to loosen my grip / i can’t stand the gaping absence without / i would rather belong to you forever instead / super rush / teeth at my pulse / hypnotic concussion / swallow me whole
4.
i.f.s. 01:36
silent sensuality / i’m somewhere else entirely / if my body cannot speak / who’s voice do you hear from me? / who’s above me? / who’s room is this? / who let me agree? / time connects unyieldingly / whoever still inhabits me / you said i seem like someone else / i have to agree / who’s in the mirror? / which name is mine? / how did i get here? / nothing i said / nothing i did / belongs in my head / someone else’s shit / god’s dismissal / fear rehearsal / vacant shell / blank refusal / split in half / ripped in quarters / at what point is this “disordered”? / cohesion erosion / unkarmic devotion / omnipresent memory / ur-traumatic cautery
5.
am i myself if not reflected in you? / unfinished if not being spoken to / affectionate hands wrap around my neck / too safe and familiar to shake you off yet / they say the lord is a jealous man / i return to worship him again and again / feels just like you / adoration i’m accustomed to / you wanna call my bluff? / you wanna shut me up? / i keep coming back when you call me to / hand to god before delivering his word / no commandment that i haven’t heard / told myself i would know better next time / i still wait three days for his return / feels just like you / adoration i’m accustomed to / you wanna call my bluff? / you wanna fuck me up? / i keep coming back when you call me to / imprints won’t be erased / echoes of your name / i want to believe i can change / but you’re all the fucking same / so fucking sick of people just like you / so sick of fucking people just like you
6.
perinthia 01:41
star eruption / universe consumption / melting down and blinding those who watch me too closely / obliterated / self annihilated / you and the solar flare embracing me / i don’t know what i was put here for / i’m swallowing life / exhaustion stasis after taking and taking / imploding under the weight of what i’ve eaten through / re-separating / child’s reprisal / rejected whole so i don’t see the mess i made of you / i don’t know what i was put here for / i’m coming undone
7.
nothing to barter for power but / the helplessness in your outstretched hand / “spare the excuses” / “no use in apologies” / no bark beneath / just a ghost in a bedsheet / no longer able to trample / insidious inflicted suicide oath / unloving creature born out of selfishness / cry out for the help at the end of the rope / turned inside out / a vision of pity / weaponization of vulnerability / the beast you are feeding is blind to your loyalty / in time you’re consumed by its own volatility / an eternity wounded / lamb ensnared / psychic pull / we have no shared delusion / “sometimes comes the mother” / “sometimes the wolf” network of lovers / turned into strangers / can’t be bothered / to witness their truth / dominion of agency / downpour of urgency / dying to be seen by you / king of the mountain / authoritarian / can’t take the heat / when it’s turning on you / in language of law you carved into stone / who are you “accountable” to? / i’m sentenced to circling infinite grief / while you dodge the judge’s eye / fucking weasel / almost serpentine / the way you scurry out of my sight / king of the mountain / fucking coward / won’t eat your words / as they spill from your mouth / go run away / by code that you laid / you’ll be held accountable somehow

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released January 19, 2024

ivy creep is daniel, rachel, zephyr, and jamie

released by 11pm records
recorded by brendan reichart
mastered by will killingsworth at dead air

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hardcore punk from richmond virginia

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